Thursday, March 25, 2010

The need to be with someone is no longer there. On my own, I am already complete, i already feel fulfilled. I realized that it is all God's work. He alone made me complete, help me feel content and fulfilled. I am convinced that His love is already enough, is sufficient for me.

The need to be with someone is no longer there...but the desire to share my life with someone is another matter. That, I feel is growing stronger. The NEED now becomes a DESIRE, which sees it more as a gift rather than a requirement. From demanding God that this need be met, it recognizes that now it depends on the gracious act of God that this desire be fulfilled.

Monday, March 1, 2010

malayang mangingibig

Unti unti na siyang kumakawala sa aking mga yakap
at ang aming mga kamay na dati'y kay higpit na magkahawak,
ngayo'y malapit nang tuluyang magbitaw.

Wala na ang tamis sa kanyang mga ngiti.
Bihira ko na rin marinig ang awit ng pag-ibig
na noo'y madalas niyang imutawi.

Hindi ko na maramdaman ang init.
Tuluyan na nga siyang lumalayo,
dahan-dahan nang naglalaho.

Hindi na niya ko maririnig pa
anuman lakas ng pagtawag ko sa kanya.
Kaya't hahayaan ko na lang siya.
Palalayain ko na.

Sapaka't ako'y nagmamahal,
handa na akong magpaubaya.
Sige na, malaya ka na.

Tahakin mo ang daang sa tingin mo
ay lubos kang liligaya.